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Crippling Thing
04:18
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I can, feel the weight of my bones as they start to drag me down
Deep inside the shadows, where they all hope that I drown
Self-doubt is a crippling thing, rots the inside feasts on the king
Feeling so hollow yet there lingers a sting
I lament the value of my own existence
Help me get back
I can't tell you how you need to learn how to breathe again
I can't tell you how you need to learn how to breathe again
Why do we fade
I'll never know
Always wonder where we'll go
I never felt like I was on the inside
Without my peace of mind, thought I could try and fix this
But then something comes and crushes this will of mine
Without my peace of mind I cannot pretend
That this is something I comprehend
I feel broken
I feel broken
I feel broken
Learn to breathe again
Why do we fade
I'll never know
Always wonder where we'll go
I never felt like I was on the inside
Why do we fade
I'll never know
Always wonder where we'll go
I never felt like I was on the inside
I need to breathe, before I fall apart
I need to take, I need to take away the things that haunt me nightly
The weight of my bones they start to drag me down
Deep inside the shadows, where they all hope that I drown
Self-doubt is a crippling thing, rots the inside feasts on the king
But I feel
I feel broken
I feel broken
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2. |
Kin
03:58
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Can't you see I'm human too, look me in the eye
Missing when we needed you, that look of desperation
It's a shame, try to blame anyone but yourself
It's a shame, we're the same but I wish you well
(But I wish you well)
We say forgiven, forgiven
Create the hell you live in
Forgiven forgiven,
One day I know you'll
Listen to me
To move forward
You gotta take, you gotta take a chance
I'm giving in to all this hate that you create
Can't you see I'm human too, look me in the eye
I wish you well my brother, my brother
My brother, my brother
I wish you well
My brother, my brother
See you in hell
I can tell you're falling
How can you even stand before me
I can tell you're crawling
Crawling out of the hole you dug yourself
It's a shame, try to blame anyone but yourself
It's a shame, we're the same but I wish you well
It's a shame, try to blame anyone but yourself
It's a shame, we're the same but I wish you well
To move forward
You gotta take, you gotta take a chance
I'm giving in to all this hate that you create
It's a shame, try to blame anyone but yourself
It's a shame, we're the same but I wish you well
It's a shame, try to blame anyone but yourself
It's a shame, we're the same but I wish you well
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You feel nothing, but feel it all
A constant reminder of, the path you walk
A constant breaking down, and who will be there to pick up the pieces
And you're stuck in your mind I, can tell that you're lost by
The way your eyes grow colder every day
And how do we make sense of it all
It's such a shame that you carried on (that you carried on)
To justify all the ones who hurt you
It's like blade that you're falling on (that you're falling on)
To catch the knife of the one who deserts you
I feel there's nothing, and you feel it all
Weeks go by while I lie awake in my fears
So scared of rejection, and my demise
Weeks go by while I lie
A flower risen from the stone, you bare this alone
It's such a shame that you carried on (that you carried on)
To justify all the ones who hurt you
It's like blade that you're falling on (that you're falling on)
To catch the knife of the one who deserts you
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You're just a plague that put the knife in my back
I cut you out of my life, and caught you burning family, hunting for me
You're just a plague that I have vowed to attack
I cut you out of my life, and now I know you
Enemy
Channel the pain and burn your eyes
To seal the vessel
Cold soul enshrined in ice
Sanctify the holiest vice
I'm crawling in the black
Know you're my enemy
I'm fucking moving mountains
Erasing all that I've done
Stillborn blind man becomes
The weakest one of the lot
I'll watch you bleed watch you rot
Enemy, Enemy
I watch deceit shed from the serpant
Enemy, Enemy
Consuming venom just to suffer the torment
Slow death impedes what builds your throne
And fades the color from your eyes
Just remember I'm the cancer living in your bones
I distaste you, I will break you
I've watched you leach
Watched you rape us
Desecrate all that we're made of
Yet your desperation grows
Remember I am all
When all that's left for you is a burning kingdom
Enemy, I'll be your fall
No matter what, you'll never best me
Now watch your back
I'll be your fall
With a reaction for every action you take against the ones you make
Do you come to repent, or do you see your deathwish
Cancerous, pestilent filth; malignant, ever black succubus
You drain the life from the souls with waning dreams; their world, so cold and empty
Enemy, Enemy, watch what you make of me
I am the vaccination that kills your disorder
I am the beginning, and I am the end
I am all
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5. |
Serenity in the Black
04:25
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Open eyes, I'm waking up
I see the dark engulf me
Broken soul of ill repair
Forbidden warmth alone beside me
I see the world cold, love lost and lonely
Drowning in the deep
I cast my eyes upon the doubt that drags me down
I look into the black
And see myself relentless
I reach out and call for you
Yet I can't seem to grasp
Or find my youth's innocence
Old soul relinquish me
I can relate to the loss of love
And when you're blinded by hope
But you're just fucking giving up
You lose control and begin to choke
And there's no relief in this slow release and you drown
I look into the black
And see myself relentless
I reach out and call for you
Yet I can't seem to grasp
Or find my youth's innocence
Old soul relinquish me
You're looking back and you wanna react
But you cannot correlate, watch the fading gray
Consume the black and the minutes subtract
You start to aspirate
You cannot break away
Now, I'm fading in the black
I've sealed my fate
Disgraced remorse surrounds me
I fall between the echoes of lost time
I harbor the pain, the hate, love lost for me
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6. |
Solipsist
03:45
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Hollow man, bares his teeth and claims the weight of the world to uphold
With fear and faith he sees the desperation in your eyes
Chosen man, with the strength to extol and extinguish the flames left inside
To bury the heart with cold hands
This is Solipsist
Time, pain and torment taunt this failing body and push my mind to the brink
I swallow my doubt and let my spirit embrace the sun
Imprisoned dream, reality casts aside all grace and beauty to sink
The waves crash and wash my conviction to shore
Rebirth and awaken humility
The ocean surrounds me (adrift at sea)
Transcend an echo of existence
The waters engulf me (the wake surrounds me)
Am I still awake (Am I still awake)
Subconsciously I turn away
Have I failed to see (Have I failed to see)
The visions here in front of me
Contemplate with reason
No holding back from this feeling
See the light behind the storm
In this moment find yourself
Find yourself embittered in broken memories
A vaulted grave in the consciousness of your mind
Hanging on the eyelash of a distant fear
That hardens the diamonds in your eyes
Self aware of the entity inside
With indifference to adoration
How far will you push when the dream is gone
The air escapes my lungs
Yet still I fight to breathe
My confidence in the theory of motion
My own ways will pass
Malevolence of self preservation
I tried
Sever the ties of all of my lies
I cannot die, I said I tried
This is the end of me
I said I tried
This is the end of me
Am I still awake (Am I still awake)
Subconsciously I turn away
Have I failed to see (Have I failed to see)
The visions here in front of me
This is Solipsist
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7. |
Suffering as a Contest
03:40
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Do you feel like you loathe your existence?
The hate for yourself the only thing that's consistent
Do you feel like you loathe your existence?
The hate for yourself the only thing that's consistent
I can recall a time that I gave a fuck
But now! But now! I feel like I'm only going down
They say that when you're at the bottom you can only go up
But I'm feeling like the floor, is starting to crumble beneath my feet
No matter how hard I try to climb it's like I'm meant to fucking fail
It feels like my life is still unfinished
My will to move on has only diminished
If you're searching for answers, I know not what it means to be
Stable at the core of my soul
You'll feel it coming, you'll feel it every day
The thirst for purpose that makes you want to stay
You''ll feel it coming, you'll feel it every day
The thirst for purpose, but soon you'll
Realize you play suffering as a contest
I feel like it doesn't matter
Life is a journey all about the conquest
Inner struggles, never was a contest
Try to see the light ahead of me, to move forward feels just like pain
Never know the path in life you thought you'd live
I know sometimes that the weight will make us snap
I've been to the bottom, I fed on all the shit, that was given to me
Every single day
I can't feel anything, I can't deal with it
I can't feel anything, I can't deal with it
Life is a journey all about the conquest
Inner struggles, never was a contest
Try to see the light ahead of me, to move forward, feels just like pain
I never thought death was the answer
But maybe I am death itself
I never thought I'd be the cancer
But maybe I should be dead myself
Stuck in here with my thoughts I will never be okay
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8. |
Catching Rain
04:11
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All is cold, my Mother
All is old, I mutter
I left it on a note in a paper pill
Time takes me further from God, and further from you
Watching you catch the rain, to wash the love that once shined
Death is not my greatest loss, it's what died inside
I have lost myself
Just say a little prayer but mutter
I'm living in my hell
I see it clear, we're sharing our fears
Can you tell me Father, can you see me through the hell in your eyes
This fear surrounds me too
Now my smile starts to wear thin
We're not so different you and I
I share this burden with you
I have lost myself
Just say a little prayer but mutter
I'm living in my hell
I see it clear, we're sharing our fears
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9. |
Willow
04:11
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Staring in your eyes, remembering a distant past
Lit by twilight and fading glory
Though I hold steadfast
The echoes of death within my hands
The omen remains, memento mori
And now I sow the seeds beneath the salted sand
Living just to die, and escape at last
They tell me son repent
With a hollow lie, and through the vaulted glass
They beg of me relent
And we're just lost in the golden light
Faith, proclaim the visions as I have seen
Losing humility while crawling in the black and
Fade, abate the image of the obscene
Searching for love extolled
Maybe in a distant life
I feel it in my bones
Ripping from my soul
And now, I'm giving
Chasing the empty space
Watch it fall away
The silence I'm living in
Interlaced purposes, but we're lost in the dissonance
Clinging to progress while I'm drowning in the deep
I drag the waters and walk the mist
Embrace a liar's omnipotence
I crack the skin while all these leaches are bleeding me
Committing rust to memory
Tasting the sin of promise seduced by fate
Chasing agony
Consuming fear in excess
I am the son of misery, cast aside I look into a life of pain
I feel it in my bones
Ripping from my soul
And now, I'm giving
Chasing the empty space
Watch it fall away
The silence I'm living in
Paranoid, the distance between us smiles
Running wild, tasting smoke in the violence
Walking through the flame, never be the same
Crawling through remains that I disdain
Look inside my own hollow eyes
Cast aside I look into a life of pain
As time moves on
I lose hope within myself
I'm giving in
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10. |
I Hope You Know
03:55
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As I breath the air around me
I start to feel the pulse of creation disengage inside of me
And the winds of life astound me
The purest form contained in light, oh such a shame
How we've held onto these goddamn ideals
Do you know of our love's creation
Do you know where it all fell down
But when did, but when did we lose our appreciation
Our dedication
Can I still breath again, I don't know if I should
Can I still breath again, I don't know if I could
Can I still breath, without you
Can I still breath, without you
Tell me how weak I am
I barely can stand on my own
I just wanted to know, can you?
Do you know of our love's creation
Do you know where it all fell down
But when did, but when did we lose our appreciation
Our dedication
I tried so hard to be a better man for you, but I always fall short and I know
That you deserve so much more than I am worth and I hope you know
I tried so hard to be a better man for you, but I always fall short and I know
That you deserve so much more than I am worth and I hope you know
I tried so hard to be a better man for you, but I always fall short and I know
That you deserve so much more than I am worth and I hope you know
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Eternal Void Dayton, Ohio
Hailing from Dayton, Ohio, metalcore outfit Eternal Void bring together aggressive riffs, massive grooves, and emotional melodies, making anthems that drill into your subconscious and pounding grooves that infectiously make your head bounce.
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